The Red Cloud chief. (Red Cloud, Webster Co., Neb.) 1873-1923, November 17, 1899, Image 3
' "M y W11TIM1 Sil'iy a r t& KITTY'S By Author of a a.V &&. CHAPTER XII.-(Contlnucd.) They wero walking still, but I heard no more. I roso quickly, nnil began to inovo away mechanically toward home. I nut buck my veil und bared my face to tho keen October air; I felt stilled: the October evening night might have bctn a sultry August noonday; thcio Boomed to bo no nlr at ill I; I could not breathe. They had rc-klndlcd tho (Ire In my n'jaencc, and made tho room look bome-llkc. Its homc-llko nlr Heemeit like bitterest satire. I sat In the warm, bright light und waited for John to :omo. It was lato before ho camo. I had not thought how I should meet him I had sat for two houra waiting for him, and had thought of nothing. Even when John camo toward mo and spoko to mc, I had no thought In my mind of what I was to say. My heart was sick with despair. Out of my passionate despair I should speak precontly. And my passionate words were not likely to bo wise worda. "Why did you wait up for mc, Kitty?" he said gently, In a tired tono. "1 am late. You shouldn't have wait ed for me." I looked at him without n word, then roso and moved across tho room, awny from him. Parting the curtalna beforo the window, I stood looking out into the dimmer light of tho outer world. Still standing so, my faco turned away, I spoke to him. My voice startled even mo It was so passion less, so cold and steady. "John, I want to go away from you," I said. John crossed the room without an swering a word. He took ray two cold hands In his, and I let them rest there passively. Ho looked down at mo gravely with a glance that was at first a little stern, but almost at onco grow very gentle. "Kitty, you're in earnest!" he ex- HE TURNED WITHOUT ANOTHER WORD AND LEFT ME. claimed. "My dear, toll mo what you mean." My hands still rested In his. I was still looking up at him. But for a moment I could find no moro words at my command. "I havo not mado you happy!" John eatd In a tono of deop, bitter convic tion and self-reproach. "I have tried. I havo failed." "It was my fault," I returned, speak ing steadily In tho same dull, passion less, even way. "Perhaps It was your fault, too. You shouldn't havo mar ried me. You knew you must havo Known that I should bo wretched." "Kitty! Kitty!" "It was a mistake. Only a mistake! You thought you would mako mo happy. You did It for tho best. Why did you, John why did you?" My eyes were tearless as they looked up Into his. All the tears I had had to ahed I had shed hours ago. Nover, I felt, as long as I lived, should I cry again. I felt numb and still. Even my reproach camo In a stony voice that eeemed to Jiavo no emotion In It, "Yes, wo havo mado a mlstako, Kitty," said John, Blghlng deeply. "I, as you say, should havo known. But I dd not know! Well, we havo faced thq mlstako; perhaps It "was wiser faebd. Now let us begin anew. Life cainot bo what It might havo been; buj let us make tho best of It, Kitty byand-by, dear, lovo may como." I drew my hands away with a sharp, suAlen gesture. Ho spoke of lovo, not ns ihough It had been weak and had fallad him, but as though It had never been. "t will not come," I cried. "Lovo does not como with bidding, only weakness." He; stood in sllenco looking gravely at ma, with a gravity far, more stern tbanfgent'.o. I know tba ho agreed with, mo; he urged no wrd of pro test, no word of hope. FoV ono long ntmmii Xi HUSBAND "Hetty," Etc 4t t4 minute wo stood silent, facing one another. "What are wo to do, Kitty?" he said at last, coldly yet patiently. "I leave our future In your hands." "Tho future may bo so long!" I said bitterly. "I shall live for many years. I am so strong so strong! Nothing ever happens to mc; 1 shall live for years and years and years!" "Kitty, child, you break my heart when you talk like that!" cried John hoarsely. 1 laughed a hard, sullen little laugh, the sound of which mado mo shiver, and then suddenly made mo wish to cry. For the first tlmo my voice trembled, grew passionate. "I wish I could break your heart!" I cried. "I wish It oh, I wish It! You have- broken mlno and you do not care!" John bore my passionate, pitiless re proaches without a word. Ho mado no nttempt to oootho mc or carers me. Ho stood looking at mo sorrowfully, very gravely, with something of anger and something of pity In his glance. "Lot mo go, John let mo go!" I cried. "do whore, Kitty?" ho asked for bcnrlngly. "Anywhere." "Anywhere from mo?" "Anywhere whore I shall not see you, John; where I may try, try hard to forget you, and to forget how miser able I am." Ho waited for a moment that his words might bo calm and yet carry force with them. "Kitty, you talk Uko a child," ho raid. "I can't let you go away from me. We cannot forget one another. Kor husband and wife, dear, forgetting Is not possible!" We stood a llttlo npnrt, looking straight at one another, our faces reso lute, our wills resisting ono another. "You will not let me go?" I n3kcd. "I will not let you go," said John. Then suddenly ho Blghcd, and his tone grew gcntlo again. "I will not lot you go, Kitty," he add ed, "for your sake, not for mine. You do not know what a young wife, who leaves her home, has to bear how she Is spoken of, what Is thought of her. Though our marriage may havo been a mistake, the mlstako Is made, wo can not escape from It. I regret It, Kitty, as deeply ns you do. But, regret ns we may, you are still my wife. And I will not have my wlfo misjudged, light ly spoken of." Even at that moment, though I had pleaded to bo allowed to go, pleaded passionately to bo set frco, I was glad that ho refused my prayer. Even though ho did not lovo mo, even though It was only torture to bo with him and to know that his love was not mine, still I was glad that ho kept mo bound. "Everything else that you ask mo," ho said slowly and steadily, "I will grant. I will do what you will. You shall live your own life; you shall" bo as frco as though you had carried out your own wild wish and had escaped from me." I was silent. "I will not see you moro than I can help," ho continued In tho samo cold steady tone. "You shall bo frco, ns frco as I can mako you. I promise. Are you satisfied?" "Yes," I said faintly. And bo turned without another word and left mo. CHAPTER XIII. "My dear Kate," said Aunt Jane, un tying her bonnct-Etrlng as though she meant her call to bo a long ono, and looking at mo slowly from top to too disapprovingly, I have no desire what ever to interfcro with you. Your af fairs are no longer any business ot mlno, and I refrain offering you my opinion. I only ask you ono question why, whenever I como, Is John al ways out?" Aunt Jone wnltcd, but I did not offer to answer her question. "I call In tho morning," alio con tinued "ho is nt his ofnee; that, of cotiifo, Is ns It should be. But I call about lunchcon-tlmc; ho Is lunching nt his club, and perhaps you aro not aware, Kate, that luncheon nt a club Is an expensive luxury. Saves tlmo? Nonsenso! A 'bus saves tlmo, and Is cheapor. I call In tho afternoon Into In tho afternoon, toward dusk John Is nt tho ofllco still. I call In tho even ing and John is out ngaln. I hnvo no wish to pry John's affairs aro his own but I know ns a fact that ho has not spent an evening nt homo for tho past five days. Twlco ho dined nt tho club. Twlco ho dined with his sister und Madamo Arnaud. Ono night, who knows where he dined? Now, Kate, why is It?" I had lost my old fenr of Aunt Jnnc. I replied calmly enough. "I don't want to talk nbout myBclf nnd John," I snld. "Very naturally not," returned Aunt Jnno with severity. "You know n3 well ns I do that, If John dines out on five consecutive nights, it Is you who nro to blame. You drive him awny from home. You havo n cough, Kate; you should euro that cough; men dlsllko a cough exceedingly." I smiled; I could not help It. For Aunt Jnno to prench wifely duties of self-abnegation was too humorous. "When John coniCB In. Kato, do you meet him with n plcaBant smllo? Do you lay aBldo your work to attend to him? Do you try to convcrso with him on tonics ot Interest to him?" In nplto of my heavy spirits, I smiled again. I was thinking of tho cold wol comes that Undo Richard was wont to rccclvo; she guessed something ot my thought perhaps. "Yoiub Is not an ordinary marriage," she added In her coldest tone. "You have to remember John's goodncsB to you." "I remember It constantly." Aunt Jane regarded mo with an un friendly scrutiny. "You havo a house of your own," Bho continued, "and servants of your own. You dress well Indeed, I mny say ex travagantly; you havo everything that heart can dealrc." "Everything," I Bald, looking dully nt her with n blank glance. "I am one of tho very happiest of people. She still eyed mo suspiciously. "If ho had not married you, what would havo become of you? Do you ever think of that?" oho demanded In an ndmonlshlng tone. "I am thinking of It always. Don't bo nfrald, Aunt Jnno; I realize John's kindness moro often and moro fully than you can possibly do!" "Kate, you nro excited hysterical. And you cough constantly. What Is the matter with you?" "Nothing. A llttlo cold." "You have a hectic spot of color In each cheek. Have you seen a doctor?" "No." "I shnll advise John to oend for one. Ono visit may set you right, nnd save a heavy bill later on. Your health, Kate, Is a most Important matter; an ailing wlfo wears out tho patience of the most patient husband. What docs John think of that coubIi of youro?" "Ho does not know I havo It." "Docs not know!" My face grew hot ns I mado my con fession. "I seo very llttlo ot John," I said, trying to speak Blmply. "And I nm not nlwaya coughing. Don't talk to him about It. I won't havo a doctor, not even If you opeak to John." Aunt Jane let tho subject drop. I thought I should have had my way a thought that spoko 111 for my dis cernment. Aunt Jano mot John as ho returned home, bado him walk back with her and listen to her. Before an hour had passed a doctor was attend ing me. It was decreed that I should go to bed, and. that I should stay there for n week. Would I havo Aunt Jane or one of tho girls como nnd nurse mo? (To bo continued.) BROKEN TROLLEY WIRE. Dancer to l'miem-by Itemoved bjr a Now Invention. A Chicago electrician has Invented a dovlco by which n trolley wlro becomes dead as soon ns it breaks. Tho dovlco U Intended to mako the so-called llvo wlro porfectly harmless. Tho Invention consists ot nn automatic circuit-breaker, and Its application will require no change In tho present generating and feeding machinery. Tho current Is led from tho dynamo through tho now circuit-breaker, which is a slmplo auto matic switch, and thence out along tho trolley wlro. The current will run tho same course as beforo from tho dyna mo along tho wire through tho propell ing mechanism of tho car, Into the ground rail and roturnlng to tho ground polo of tho generator. A small auxiliary wlro, which leads a constant current back from tho overhead wlro and makes a completely conducted cir cuit, Is the second featuro of the In vention. This sido current, tho voltago ot which Is Insignificant and does not weaken tho feeder, keeps tho switch closed and the lino is charged. The moment a break occurs on tho feeding or power lino tho auxiliary current is broken, Tho switch opens Instantly and not a slnglo ampere goes out on tho circuit until the main lino Is agalv repaired. Buffalo Express. flrrat flood I.uck. Jones They Bay Smith's three daughters all got engaged to foreign noblemen while at tho "shore," and that Smith Is tickled to death about It. Brown Yes. He's Just found out that they aro all dry goods clorks and self supporting. Judge, All men wish to have truth on their side, but few to be on tho side ot truth. "NUBSE T0MK1NS." Nurso Tomklns didn't profess to bo "none of your 'lghly trained nurses" alio didn't 'old with "them new fangled notions" sho didn't bco "whero tho thermometer and tho yglcnle measures camo In; people didn't live no longer than beforo all this washing and rinsing was started." Thus soliloquized NurFo Tomklns In my presence, after I had engaged her services to attend my wlfo for n pass ing nnd slight Indisposition "nftcr" I had engaged her, plcnBo observe for hough no doctor myself, I would never havo entered Into an agreement for the services of nn exponent ot tho nbovo theories. In fact, I nover know n moment's peace nftcr nurso had ex pressed herself In t'icso nnd vnrlous other matters connected with tho sick room. Nurso TomkliiB camo on tho Saturday and found mo reading Fri day's Hospital to my wife; It was tho sight of this Journal, probably, which started Tomklns olt on a monologue lasting the best part ot nn hour. "Sho knew the paper well nnd bIio wasn't behind the time, not nhc, In this sho rend her Hospital every blessed week, and though she didn't 'old with teach ing nursing nnd doctoring by print, yet them advertisements 'ad often come In useful like." Wo listened In sllenco to what Bho said, and my wlfo smiled faintly. Mildred did not Improve rapidly, not so quickly as her nnxluus husband would hnvo liked, and at last that wns on the Sundny, with n deeply- rooted senso ot distrust toward her nurse, I derided on taking up my sta tion In tho Invalid's room. I entered tho fire burned low, tho window was open, nnd tho cold, bleak wind of nn early spring day blew In. "Your flro Is low, Mildred," I said, "Tho room feels cold." Nurso Tomklns adjusted her cap, Bottled her apron, nnd com menced a scries of nttacltB on the flro bang, bang, bang went tho poker. 1 looked at tho womnn with n look which has caused n bravo man to flinch. "These beastly lodglng-houso jjratca small and pokey," said nurse. WWMAAAASASiAAAA I WAS A SVSlWi'VaSiWS'WS under her breath. The flro sent up a fitful blaze, moro coals wcro shoveled on, a rattle of flro Irons, ana nurse's work was done. Tomklns walked to the bed, collecting bottles In her progress; one was eau de cologne, an other a salts bottlo. "Smell these!" sho exclaimed, presenting the apex of each bottlo to tho patient's nose. Mil dred was taken by surprise, and the strong salts made her gasp. I com manded my language and Bat still, con sidering tho situation with a calmness which afterward astonished mc. So long as I was by It was all right, I said to comfort myself, and I would always bo by so long as Mildred was being "nursed." I ensconced myself In an easy chair which was drawn up to the fireside; on tho dressing tahlo near by a llttlo 'cloud of bluo smoko ascended to tho celling a sickly eastern smell eman ating from the burning paper. I leaned over and blow It out. I did not approve of my wife's room smelling of these scents. Nurse saw the action. She stopped shaking tho pillows Into a hard mass and looked at mo question Ingly. "Them papers purify tho at mosphere of a sickroom," she said, In explanation. "At my last caso I burnt them day nnd night. Capt. Eamea' wife Bho was a real lady, and she liked flno smells." Mildred told mo afterward Mrs. Eamcs' namo had been a familiar one to her, and that sho ap peared to have been n most remark able woman. Sho evidently was a good patient In bo far as endurance went. "Mrs. Enmes and me," contin ued nurse, resuming her "explanation" of the burning papcrs,"we 'ad the samo views on your modern nursing, and them Mgh and mighty young modorn nurses who aro 'nving their 'cads turned by all them new-fangled no tions, and them funds and associations and Mrs. Eames nnd mo often said as 'off It was all fudgol Now, In 'cr case' Nurso Tomklns went on, "them dootors ordered her to cat nothing all day Ions. Well, that wasn't the first caso of typhoid fever I had nursed and I knew well the pretty young crcaturo's strength couldn't 'old out against starvation for weeks she, as was accustomed to ride In hor car riage, and 'nve tho best victuals In tho laud so I Just Judges for myself, and I takes 'er up n cut of moat on tho sly alio that sad nnd bcscdcblug-tlko, for n bit ot somothlng to eat and didn't Bho Juat perk up nt It! And looked so pretty with nil her laces and frills round her bonny face 'twasn't tho first caso of typhoid I 'ad by no means." "And Mrs. Eatncs recovered?" I asked. "Tho pretty creature, alio died In my arms as gcntlo and mild as n lamb, and I never aaw a prettier deathbed," responded Tomklns, "Sho was a real huly tho flowers In her room wcro Eomethlng lovely and 'er hushnnd, ho sobbed Ms eyes out, and no wonder she that was worth n dozen of Mm, and when I left that 'ouso, lifter all my devoted duty, 'e never so much na give mo n slxpenco moro thnn my pay. But Bho! Sho was a rare beauty, and would havo starved to death but for me. I incnnt- to tell tho cnptnln this, but ho had thnt cold nnd 'mighty manner, I Just 'old my council. Yes," continued tho woman, tho corner or nn apron fixed In her loft eyo, "I've burled dozens of them; hut I sticks to It, I nover saw a prettier sight thnn cr a-lylng dend with her 'ands folded patlcntllko on her breast." Mlldrcd'u head tossed restlessly on tho pillow. "Nurse," I said and I held tho door open ns I spoke "will you como nnd speak to me n mlnuto down stnlrs." I left the room. Tomklns fol lowed mo Into tho dining-room. "Tell mc," I asked her, "what train ing hnvo you had In nursing?" "Twelvo years," alio answered, her hend held high. "Twelvo years nt n hospltnl?" "Lor bless you, no, sir; I nover re quired no tcnchlug, I was a born mi rue, and I pick It up as I go." "Ab you go?" I asked. "Your Insti tution accepts untrained nurses, then?" "Thnt It doesn't, sir," sho roturncd with spirit, "I had five years' experi ence when I Joined. I was a nurso ever since I was eight years old; my poor father ho suffered " BORN NURSE. "But," I put In, Interrupting what I guessed might develop Into a lengthy anecdote, "you havo had no training then, no training as a nurse?" "Naturo taught me," said Tomklns. "Nnturo and hobservatlon It I saw anything made n patient worso I al tered my treatment next tlmo. I'vo 'ad great experience with tho sick, ns 1 nm seldom called In unless It's an in curablo caso." I had been pacing the narrow limits of tho room whilst Tomklns spoko, nnd when sho ceased I wan conscious of a tremor In my speech I didn't say much, as llttlo as I could but I paid Tomklns for her "services" and I satisfactorily conveyed to her mind that I could dispense with them In tho future. For the sake of peace I gavo tho woman a few shillings beyond what sho expected, but hor absence, I considered, would bo cheaply bought at thrlco that Bum, nnd I never felt more relieved than when I heard tho rumble of tho cab down tho quiet seaside road. Tomklns took the land lady into her confidence beforo her de parture, and I heard her say In the loud voice she assumed In the sick room, '"E'll kill that dear llttlo wlfo of 'Is Just ns likely as not o's had no experience with tho sick, nnd them young husbands ain't fit to 'nvo the caro of a young wlfo; now, if I bad staid " But I wanted to hear no more, and when I stood next by Mildred's aldo I took her band in mlno ns if I could never let It go, and a feeling of hero Ism seized mo that Mildred was saved from tho Jaws ot death and that I was her savior. Westminster Bui'geL The Dramatic Critic Take what you know, add to It what you don't know, multiply tho sum by two, and you get thus some notion of what the dramatic critic has to think ba knows. Dotrolt Journal. A writer In an English magazlno de clares that tho real averago English man Is a worklngman earning 6 a week. WHEN DAY'S WORK 13 OVEIl. Mutual I'lrnaurti unit Itncrenlloiie ItiubniKl unit Wlfr. "If wives and sisters would try to supply something restful nnd quiet on tho nrrlvnl of tho man ot tho family from his dally work, might not much ot tho hopelessness nnd tho discontent ot homo Ufa ho dono nwny with?" "Women work hard nil day, too," was tho answer, "nnd they nro Just as tlrod at ovcnlng time. You cannot expect n mlrnclo from them." But It Boctna to somo of us thnt Just such things can bo expected of them, nnd that woro tho mlrnclo performed tho hopelessness of. existing conditions would vanish, says Harper's Bazar, Tho beginning of tho mlrnclo might bo brought nbout If women, no matter how Inlay they wcro, nor what had happened during tho day, would arrango to spend an hour In sonio aort of rccrentlon with their hus bnnds every ovcnlng. This recroatlon might take nny form, from quiet com panionship, na tho wlfo sowed or knitted beBldo her husband ob ho smoked, to plenBant work upon aomo particular hobby which Bho had taken up becauso It was Interesting to hor nnd Interesting to him, nnd Including nnythlng tu tho form of outdoor llfo nftor tho Buppcr, walking or taking part In aomo game with him. Tho duties of tho two nro hound to bo of Intorest to both. It Ib tho plenaurca and recreations of both which rcqulro study beforo thoy enn becomo of com mon Interest nnd It la part of tho wife's field to glvo BUlllclcnt thought to theso matters so that thoy mny becomo ot practical use. Tho mlrnclo might go oven n step fnrther, for tho wlfo or daughter could cultlvato Bomo ono pursuit or Interest of her own, throw ing Into it her enthusiasm, finding In It refreshment, nnd making of It an object by which tho sympathies and Interest of her husband or hrothor would bo aroused. This Is only a sug gestion, but It has Its significance. It hna Its significance, becnuso It can bo tried In nny homo, because whatover Is dono with this purpose sincerely in view la JiiRt bo far a ntcp, nnd n good step, In tho right direction, nnti uo cause any wlfo or nny alstcr may fit Ita application to hor own cnao, nnd atart at onco to produce como llttlo result. (llrtinv In Central Africa. From time to tlmo it hns beon ru mored that giraffes existed In British Central Africa, on tho Lonngwa rlvor, hut although that river valley has boon frcquontly visited during tho last ton years by Europeans, no nuthontlo In formation on tho point haB evor boon obtained. Last month, however, n glr affo was shot on tho cast bank ot tho Lonngwa In tho Marimba district, by n European prospector, and Its akin (ln comploto) Bent In to Capt. Chichcstor, in Mpezonl's country. Tho hlndor half of tho skin Is bolng Bent to tho British museum, nnd It Ib hoped that a com ploto specimen may now bo obtnlncd. Tho oxlstcnco of giraffes In Mlramba Is romnrknblo, tho area In which they nro found la oxtromcly rcatrlctcd, nnd their number appears to bo very tow. Tho ono shot, howovcr, was In a hord of nbout thirty-five. Tho nenrcst coun try north of Marlnmba, In which gir affes aro known to exist, Is north ot Mnrcrcs, whore tho Elton-Cotterlll ex pedition mot with them (many years ago). To tho south of Matabololand lo tho nearest glrnffo country, RcninrUntile Drlnlo. Ot tho many extraordinary drinks regularly consumed, tho blood of llvo horses may perhaps bo considered tho most so. Marco Polo and Carplnl wcro tho first to toll tho world ot tho Tartar practlco of oponlng the veins In horses necks, taking a drink, and closing the wound ngaln, Ab far as can bo seen, this hns been tho practlco from tlmo Immemorial. There Is a wlno habitu ally consumed In China which Is mado from tho flesh of lambs reduced to paste with milk, or bruised Into pulp with rlco, and then tormented. It la cxtromoly stimulating to tho physical organism. Tho Laplanders drink a great deal of smoked snow-water, and ono of tho national drinks of tho Ton quineso Is arrack flavored with chick en's blood. Tho list would scarcely bo complcto without mention of absinthe, which may bo called tho national spir ituous drink of France. It Is a hor rible compound of alcohol, anise, cori ander, fennel, wormwood, Indigo, and sulphate of copper. It la strong, nasty and a moral and physical poison.- Now York Homo Journal. The Killing; I'Biilon. From tho Clovcland Plain Dealer: Tho clergyman had finished and tho organ was pealing forth tho sonorou rapturo ot tho Mendelssohn march "Ono moment, George," said tho radi ant bride, nnd facing tho audlcnco she raised her exquisitely bound, though somewhat bulky, prayer book In her daintily gloved hands and pointed It directly at tho brilliant audlcnco. Thoro was a sharp click. "All right, Qeorgo," said tho brldo, "como along." And as thoy marched down the alBlo she showed him that tho supposed prayer book wasn't a prayer book at all. It was a camera! "It's my own, Idea, George," alio whispered. "Clever, isn't It?" Feeding the Elephant. Elephants In tho Indian army are fed twice a day. When mea?tlmo arrives they aro drawn up In lino before a row of plica of food. Each animal's break fast Includes ten pounds of raw rice, done up In five two-pound packages. Tho rlco Ib wrapped in leaves and tied with grasH. At tho command, "Atten tion!" each elephant raises Its trunk, and a package Is thrown Into Us capa cious mouth. By this method of feed ing not a single grain of rice Is wat4. of kWJ J-Vn