CHAPTER X—Continued —-12— Weak misery blotted out all other emotions and she turned desperate ly toward the duty of the minute, toward the wrapping and tying of presents, the heaping of bundles, the fastening of trimmings on the tree that stood in lone cold state in the downstairs drawing room. It was cold in the drawing room; Victoria worked in a sweater; left half the trimming undone. There was no heart in it today. Christ mas had always been a wildly fest ive time in the Hardisty family— even the dreadful first Christmas when Quentin and Vicky and Gwen had all been ill. it would be no such holiday tomorrow. It would never seem Christmas again. “Oh, my God!” Vicky said, stand ing still in the middle of the room, putting her hands that were sore from wires and string and tinsel, that were cold and dirty, tightly over her eyes. “My God, what shall I do!” Well, and what had to be done now? With the rest of the tree’s trimming Nurse must help; it was too much to do alone in this cold room. Victoria went out to the kitchen and asked Claus, the old German gardener, who was brewing himself some coffee on the laundry stove, to look at the drawing-room radiators. Company tomorrow. Then upstairs again to find beds made, and the children dressed and circulating about with their usual uproarious activity. Bricks, cray ons, railway trains, and blackboards were all in evidence. The question of stockings arose; when were they going to hang the stockings? “The holes of the nails we had last year are all here!” Susan said excitedly, in interested investigation at the hearth. “Mother,” the gentle twin said, at her knee, “if we hanged them now might they be filled by sup per?” "Oh, no, darling, because Christ mas isn’t until tomorrow!” The nursery door opened; Gita shyly insinuated herself into the room, closed the door again. “Amah’s sick, and M’ma said I could come over,” she said. Victoria’s face paled, but there was no one to see. “Come in, Gita. Better close it, dear, because Madeleine’s getting all ready for her bath—aren’t you, my sweetheart?” She rubbed her face gently against Madeleine’s little fluf fy head and felt the tears, hot and hurtful, in her eyes again and the agony of despair in her heart. At noon Quentin telephoned. “That you, Vicky? Vic, will you look in the pocket of my coat—the gray coat—and see if there’s a lit tle black book there? I’ll send down lor it if you find it—” “Just a minute, Quentin.” It was the doctor’s wife talking; it was no longer only Victoria Hardisty. In a moment she was back. “It’s here. Want Claus to bring it in?” “Well, but won’t that mean that you’ve no car?” “I don’t need it. I’m not going out. I was downtown this morn ing.” “Everything all right?” A pause. Then Vicky said heavi ly: “I guess so.” “Well, don’t get too tired. I’ll be home early.” Vicky put down the telephone, stood up, and somehow moved blindly toward her bed. In another moment she was flung upon it, in a passion of tears. To have to end all this—to have to end the happy years when she had felt so sure that she and the children were enough—to have next Christmas day dawn on a nursery to which Daddy was a stranger . . . “What’s the matter, Vicky?” Magda asked,«late in the afternoon, when Vicky, from sheer inability to do anything more was lying idle on the couch near the fire in the upstairs sitting room. “Matter?” Vicky responded brightly. “Too much Christmas!” “Yes, but it isn’t that,” she said, after a pause. “You were crying this morning. What’s the matter?” Vicky turned raised eyebrows to ward her in innocent surprise; broke, and looked at the fire, biting her lip. “What is it?” persisted Magda. “It’s nothing—really.” A silence. The older woman shrugged. “All right,” Magda said then. “It’s nothing.” “It's only,” Vicky began deliber ately, in a thick voice that cleared as she went on—“it’s only that I think Quentin and I are going to be divorced.” Their eyes met fully; both wom en looked back at the fire. “Feel that way about it?” Magda said mildly. Victoria looked up quickly. “You know why?” she demanded in surprise. “I suppose so,” Magda said re luctantly and uncomfortably. She jerked her head in the general di rection of the Morrison house. “Don’t take it so seriously, Vic!" her mother urged, after a silence in which she had obviously been casting about for something to say. “Seriously!” Vicky blew her nose, wiped her eyes, spoke in a calmer and quite determined voice. “I’m not going to make any fuss,” she said. “But if that’s what Quentin wants, I won’t stand in his way.” “Oh, but you can’t ever be sure. Quentin doesn't seem to me like a man who’d go very far in anything like that. Look at the lovely way he is with the children,” Magda argued. “I know.” Vic’s eyes watered. “That’s what makes it so ghastly,” she said in a whisper. “What have you seen, Mother?” she asked, after a pause. “Oh, well, that he liked her,” Magda answered somewhat cau tiously. “And certainly that she was after him!” she added with more confidence. “Well, she’s got him!" Vicky said grimly. “Vicky,” her mother presently began placatingly, in real uneasi ness, “you wouldn’t break up a home like this just because Quentin happened to look at another wom an?” “What else can a woman do when everything she’s ever loved and trusted—” Vicky stopped abruptly, choked by the tears that rose in her throat. “After all, one has some pride!” she added, in a lower tone. "Oh, it’s all so horrible,” she said bitterly, half aloud. “It’s all such a nightmare!” “She’d marry him, like a shot,” Magda predicted. “She’d get a di vorce and a big settlement from Spencer Morrison, and then she’d marry Quentin.” “She can,” Vicky said, trembling. “She knows Quentin is going to be the biggest of them all,” Magda went on. “How old is he, Vic?” “Forty-five—nearly forty-five.” “Ah, well,” Magda said, “that’s the time they get them!” Victoria did not question this cryptic comment; she was not lis tening. “It’s like a death.” Vicky said. “It’s worse than a death!” “Oh, Lord, no, it isn’t, Vic. It happens all the time.” “But it never seemed as if it would happen to me.” Vicky fell into brooding thought. “It ends ev erything—everything that I ever built into my life,” she said. “And perhaps I’m wrong. Perhaps men like the sort of women who go right on in marriage and have their own affairs! Perhaps a home and chil dren and a woman who loves him aren’t enough.” “Oh, I wouldn’t say that!” Magda said soothingly. But something in her completely false tone made Vicky laugh suddenly. “But you think that, don’t you, Mother?” she asked, looking up, her haggard cheeks suddenly scarlet. “Well, yes—and no,” Magda said, pondering. “I think most men would like a mother-wife and a—a show off wife,” she formulated it slowly. “They love home first, and to find a big steak ready, and a fire, and kids all washed and fresh and ready to be shushed off to bed, and some one to love them in a quiet sort of way. And then they like another woman to flatter them, and meet them places, and be admired.” Vicky considered this, a faint scowl between her heavy brows. “And what would a man think of a wife who felt that way?” “Oh, well, you can’t go by that, Vicky!” Magda assured her hastily. “No, you can’t go by anything,” Vicky lifelessly agreed. “In the old days, you see, it was harder for ’em!” Magda presently observed, as if .hinking aloud. “Harder for wives?" “No, harder for the other worn MM ” en. “How d’you mean harder?” “Well, before there was so much divorce," Magda offered simply. "A woman had to be a man’s mistress then, and that wasn’t so good. Oth er women wouldn't speak to her, and the man himself got pretty sick of it after a while. Then he came back to his wife.” “If she was a spineless fool,” sup plied Vicky. "She didn’t have much choice. That’s the way things were.” “That isn’t the way things are now! Women have changed all that, at least. God knows it's not fair, even now, that men can do what they do, and get away with it! But at least a woman doesn’t have to make a doormat of herself!” “In the old days she forgave him, and in a few weeks he forgot all about it,” Magda said. "I haven't any doubt he did.” "But now his wife gets a divorce, and then he has to marry the other woman, and she’s Mrs. Joe Jones, or whatever it is, and she's won out.” "Not always,” Vicky said. “The man is apt to And that he didn’t want her quite as much as he thought he did.” "Oh, the man usually is stung, then,” Magda agreed. ”1 know one fellow in New York—terribly nice chap,” she further expanded it, "who’s paying three alimonies. It keeps him broke, poor kid. He wants to marry a dear friend of mine. Pearl Ashbumley ...” Victoria was not listening. "Quentin may wreck my life,” she said. "But I wonder how he’ll feel when he discovers that he’s wrecked his own, lost his children, made himself ridiculous—” She paused. "As far as the children go, if a man is successful and makes money,” Magda said, "they pretty soon find good reasons for getting back to him. He takes one to Eu rope, or he gives another a car— they don’t take sides. You never resented anything I did, poor kid!” "Y^, but that was my mother!” "I know. But I was the one who got out—I threw Keith Herrendeen over. You know. Vic, it’s an awful mistake to bring children into a quarrel, because they don’t under stand and it just scares them.” "I certainly wouldn’t bring them into this!” Victoria protested almost indignantly. "Well, I didn’t suppose you would. All you tell ’em is that Daddy is going to be away for a while, and that you feel happy about it.” “Oh, my God,” Victoria prayed, in an agonized whisper, as the full sense of her own helplessness and of the desperate nature of the situ ation strengthened in her heart. Daddy going to be away for a while —no Quentin to come into her room from the dressing room in the early morning, when spring light was widening over the wet garden, and “But Mind You, I’m Not Advis ing You.’’ a wood fire was snapping! No tired doctor for whom to call at the office so proudly, so lovingly, in the late afternoons, and drive home to warmth and fire and heartening din ner. No picnic on the scimitar shore of Half Moon Bay, with Quentin’s big figure recumbent and asleep on the sand, and small forms, barelegged to the hip, dig ging and running in the level warm rush of waves! “‘Feel happy about it!’” she echoed bitterly. And in despair she added: “I shall never feel happy again! There’s nothing I can do. Whatever I do is wrong!” “People get over divorce,” Mag da siad. “I never will.” “Funny thing,” Magda mused, as her daughter’s bitter laugh died away into silence and the room was still. “If a woman—I mean the wife, now—could only keep her mouth shut and wait, she’d win out every time.” “You mean kiss a man, and be kind to him, and keep his house comfortable, and let him go off to the other woman whenever h e likes?” Victoria asked, in a proud, quick voice. “Yep. About that.” “You mean knowing that he was unfaithful, knowing that he despised her and wanted to get away from her, knowing that another woman was reveling in his compliments and presents—in the love that be longed to her, to keep it up for weeks—” The indignant summary halted; Victoria, her cheeks scar let, was looking a challenge at her mother. “Weeks!” Magda echoed. “Months, anyway. Years, maybe.” “Years!” Vicky echoed. And with a brief and mirthless laugh she plunged her head into her hands and rumpled her hair. “You make me laugh,” she muttered scornfully. “You see, she wants something that you’ve got,” Magda offered mildly. “Well, she can have it!” “So that it’s a sort of compliment, in a way. You have to look at it like that, Vic. You’ve got to—well, face the facts. Quentin is a ter ribly attractive fellow. Women like him, and he’s always going to be around them—that's part of being a doctor. Don’t be a fool about it and run your head into the sand like a giraffe or whatever it is. A strange woman will always have something for a man that his wife hasn't got M "Yes, and a strange man some thing for a woman!” Vicky put in hotly, triumphantly. "So that if I wanted to run around with—well, say Dr. Bledsoe, Quen tin would presumably wait for me, and bear everything, and then for get it as if it had never been?” "But you’re not that sort," Magda reminded her. "I should hope I’m not!” Vic toria exclaimed, again with an air of scoring in the argument. But strangely enough, against this moth er of hers who had known so many worthless men in so many dis creditable ways, and who so rarely argued, or indeed said anything con siderable at all, she could not seem to score today. “You don’t think. Mother,” Vic asked quietly, “that any woman who had borne a man children, spent years of care and love on his own child, nursed him when he was ill, worried over his bills and his diet for seven years—you don’t think that that woman can calmly put up with his setting up a—a mistress, and shaming her and wronging her, and wronging his own children, too? And then when he's tired,” Victoria rushed on, warming to her subject, "and comes home calmly, she is to forgive him, and make a fuss over him again! Well, perhaps there are women who could do it, but I’m not one of them!” "No, I didn’t say that there were women who could do it,” Magda ob served mildly, in the pause, a3 Vicky sat back defiantly and sipped her tea, bridling, breathing hard, faintly shaking her head. "I just said that if a woman could do it she always won out." "Won the other woman’s leavings, you mean!” "Well, in a way, I suppose. And as I say, Vicky, it may go on for years. Three years, four years— but then the break comes. Her husband—and he’s just as good, or as kind, or whatever he was, as ever—comes back. Unless she’s said something he can’t forget, or done something radical, he comes back. Then it’s the other woman’s turn to worry—the wife is holding thir teen trumps. She's got his chil dren, his home, she's gentle and kind and respectable, just as she always was.” “I’d nevi ’ respect myself again if I countenanced—encouraged that sort of thing!” Vicky exclaimed. "Ugh!” "Oh, men don’t care whether you encourage them or not, so long as you don’t cry and fuss,” Magda observed, with her irritating power of making a point while not try ing to do anything of the sort. "The minute a man leaves you, what you think doesn’t matter to him any more. They can walk right out on things, Vic, Women can’t, quite. If you make all this easy for Quen tin, he’ll think you’re a good little sport, but he won’t care whether you do it by divorce or by just being decent.” Stupefied by this philosophy, and by the blankness and darkness ol her thoughts, Victoria was still star ing at her mother dully, her brow knitted, when Anna came in to an nounce a caller. Magda had time only for one more word: “I’ve al./ays thought—and I’ve been thinking it especially lately,” she said, "that of all the girls I ever knew you were the one to try the long way—I mean stick to your guns, and not let what anyone does make yoy anything but what you are. But mind you, I’m not advis ing you. You were smarter when you were oorn than I'll ever be.” Vicky dragged her eyes, eyes into whose mutinous light a new look suddenly had come, from her moth er’s face to the maid’s face. But her thoughts were still upon what Magda had said, and she had to have the message repeated. “Did you say someone was here?” "Mrs. Morrison, madam. She says she just wants to say ’Merry Christmas!’ ” Vicky’s color, under the glow of the fire, faded a little. She turned toward her mother. Magda shrugged. “Say you're not at home,” Magda said, in an undertone. But an odd determined light had come into Vicky’s eyes, and after a hesitant moment she told Anna simply to ask Mrs. Morrison to come upstairs. A few seconds later Serena came in. (TO BE CONTINUED) Easy, Easier, Easily Records do not show how old the adage, “Easier said than done,” may be, but as far back as 1564 occurs the sentence, “This thyng is easyer saide of you, then prouved.” Proverbs, like idioms, have a way of confuting the grammarians. Easy, easier, and easiest have been used as adverbs since early times. A number of such usages are to be found in Shakespeare alone; for in stance: “Love’s Labour’s Lost” (act v, sc. 1, 1. 45): “Thou art easier swallowed than a flap-dragon”; “Merchant of Venice” (act i, sc. 2, 1. 17): “I can easier teach twenty what were good to be done”; "Mac beth” (act ii, sc. 4, 1. 38): "Lest our old robes sit easier than our new.” Among other adverbial users are: Spenser, Tucker, Byron, Smiles, Steele, Keats, and Mrs. Stowe. Some grammarians now condemn the use of easy as an adverb. 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