0 me Bees Home Magazine Pa Vs on; Discovered Myself Anna Goldthwaite, Artist, Tells How She Triumphed. Being a Woman Is Not Much Fun Great RiddleYourself TIIK RKK: 0MA1IA, WKDXKSDAY. XOVKMKKK 24. 101."). Ny UKATUICK FAHtFAX. 'None but your.elf shall you meet ( ( Ky AXNK ;OI,I)THVAITK. (Whose Paintings Adorn the t'ongres fVinal Uhrary at Washington.) I never really believed thnt 1 was cut out to be iin artist. -I really had no anihltton anil dreamed no vision. 1 believed that the world was filled with talent and young people far more gifted than 1 was, and with all the reluctance of youth I refused to come to New York and study. My undo proposed taking me to New York, and I went. lured by the prospec t of a winter In the gay metropolis, rather than by arty gnat urge toward artistic development. ' I thought I would learn to do faah vlons and I began my work In a small class in the Gibson studios. After thst I spent some time etching under Mlelati and consider that experience the finest drill that I can remember. I really had no sudden awakening to what I wanted to do. One thing logically followed another and I finally decided to go to Palis be cause It seemed to me the thing to do. That was after I had derided that I might do more 'with my art than illus trate. I think that my real discovery of my self was through encouragement. I sent some pictures to the Salon with no great belief that they would be. hung, and almost before I knew It they were recog nized. I believe that the smallest piece of encouragement bulks large In the life of any woman, and I know that I struggled to be worthy of any notice the authorities took of my work. My little successes always helped toward larger ones. My standard of work la one that any woman in any walk of life may easily follow, t worked hard, using my own : opinion as a standard. I never worked for what the people wanted. I was sin cere In my efforts and tried to express myself rather than to work for the pub lic at large. After all. how can a woman show spe cified talent in any one thing unless she Is willing to be sftieere and work from within, and not from without? 1 have always believe-i that we never work hard if we love what we ara doing, because then work becomes relaxation and a pleasure. 1 believe that to a great extent my success hss been fortunate. That 1. the time is propltlo.is for the kind of work that I am doing. On sc cjunt of th's tetrlble war. the people in a body are turning to the llgl.ter thing that spell beauty and pleasure. And I am trying to express beauty In my own way. I know that a woman may recognise her talent and follow It If she applies hrsclf earnestly at the thing that hap pens to present an opening. T.iat la, 1 knew that I could do a certain thing better than I could anything cl.e, even If I could not do It well, and so I worked along those lines. I always refused to be blue about my failures. No one has ever reached sua cess without many failures and come backs. But I did cling to every small tr'umph as a stepping stone, and when things seemed darkest I always tried to remember that the rung In the ladder that I had reached through my latest piece of success I need not reltnqu'sh for a temporary failure. That is the only way to work up, and if one Is really sin cere it is Impossible to fall. My advice to all young artists la work, application, sincerity and personality. Never try to express what you cannot feel; never try to set up a false standard, but Judge your work fairly through the eyes of your soul. Follow the call that is in you no mat ter how faint It will develop as you de velop and finally become the largest pa'.t of you. It has been so written In the stars, and the march of progress makes it lmp:sslble not to recognize, mag wltn cut . A Paying Investment By ELLA WHEELER WILCOX. (Copiinht, 191,"), Star company.) 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Circumstances may warp and twist you now and then, and necessity may compel you to acts that are not In real accord with your nature. But un derneath such divergencies llvns the real you. No one else can suffer for your s!na. No one else can enter Into yoi r triumphs. Your weskness and your poer are your own. The underotaml Ing and sympathy you crave from others won't change you. Suppose tragedy comes to you. Sym pathy may help you bear It. But really endurable It becomes only when yon meet It In your own soul and there flsht the battle of conquering sorrow. Suppose friends prove false. There are other friends to be found In the world. Suppose love falls you. There Is still the chance of more lasting love. But when you fall yourself when you fall from your own Ideals, nothing else csn take the place of the best self to which you have not been true. The only thine to do ia to climb back to your real self. Failure may curse your every effort. But you can still hope for success. No amount of help from others will give you that success and make It enduring. You have to win It for yourself and then it Is yours. Life may bring you terrible draughts of sorrow to drink. You may live through searing hours which courage cannot console. Sut it remain for you to decide what your agony shall bring. It cannot be a destructive force unless you 1st It be. Your Inmost desire makes you. The ambition that leads you, guides you to the realisation of yourself. You have It In yourself to decide whether your life shall be a success or a failure gray and sad or merry and glad a force for good or one for evil. No one else can enter Into your existence and touch the reel you. The responsibility for yiur life is yours. You must meet thst te spouslhlllty and meet It well. In India, where they Relieve that human souls come back to earth a great many times to live, a favorite curse 1b, "May you be a woman In your next Incarnation.' As civilization stands today, there could not be a very much worse curse. - Woman without wealth or protectors is to be pitied. Hers is a bard life, a sad life, a lonely life, and nearly everywhere men thus far have been very careful to keep women as defenseless as possible no share In making the laws, but every share in life's hardships. There are In the world millions of unhappy women like the one in this picture, with nothing in life worth, while except sad memories of other days. i" n- 'i "i i " Why the Moon Often Looks Like a Giant Wheel of Fire on the Horizon For tho morning musicals or matlneo there is a demi-tailleur of Mack satin, banded with skunk. Designed for wear at the morning mus icales, the restaurant luncheon or the matinee is a suit of black satin, simple in Its linen and depending for charm and approbation on lta beautiful fabric and rich trimming. No attemri Is made to decorate the sklit. whh ik Is a goie model, with swing ing lines lifted live or more Inches from the imunii. At the too ther Im shallow yoke, but this feature Is not In evidence i until rhe coat is removed. The latter la much longer than early eoat models. The bill flare, from waist to hem, Is emphasised by the band of skunk. That popular pelt likewise borders the j closefltling sleeves and contributes the j funnel collar. j By way of relieving the severity of the I coil there is an inset pannel In U shape crossed by fine satin cords and cord ornaments that serve as fastenings In I lieu of the usual buttons. I The same model would look well de veloped In blackberry velvet, brown : velour or white broadcloth, with a note Uf mntrsst fntrndtined tn the fur. 4 .4 f :,i :-"' w. V ; i u Jt Py GARRETT 1'. 8EKVI88. "What causes the visual slse of the .vioon to seem larger when the moon Is near the hortxon than when It la directly overhead? A claims that refractions of the rays of light I has something to do with it. I claim that the visual slse la no larger when near the horlxon than when over head, but that we are deluded into hinklng so because the moon. near the horlson, seems farther away and therefore sh o u 1 d look smaller than v hen oveinead and ostensibly nearer, so that when we see it as large as when overhead we are deluded into thinking it larger." H. t. Benjamin, Brona. Ordinary refraction ia not the cause of the illusion, for that really dlmlnluhes the apparent site of the moon on tho horlson by decreasing the vlrtleat diam eter of Its disk without affecting the h irl sontal diameter. Thus It Is distorted into an ovel of smaller area than a circle of tnual (maximum) diameter. There is another cause which alo dimln'ahes. slightly, the sixe of the moon seen on the horizon, and that is thai the mron Is then actually farther from ttvj oueeier than when overhead. The Increase in distance Is about 4.0H0 miles ha'f the earth's diameter), and this is one-sixtieth of the moon's mean distance frcm the earth, sufficient to produce an Birds of prey generally seek their prey eaaily measureable diminution of angu- I jn the daytime, while beasts of prey seek rather with an area, (the area of the surrounding sky), and as the eye again takes In a space thirty degrees across, the area of that apace la more than 700 square degrees, while the area of the moon's disk is only shout one-fifth of one square degree, or one 35onth of the area of the circle of sky which the eye perceives round It. If we give a larger estimate to the breadth of the eye-view we ahall have a similar relative result. Of oourse, the apparent Increase of tho moon's size on the horlson is not in the ratio of 2,50 to 0 (the eye Is not de ceived to that extent), but may be In the ratio of five or alx to one. In fact, the apparent size of the moon i.n the horlson varies greatly at different limes, and probably as seen by different person. Some of these variations may Im subjective I. e., caused by differences of Impression on the mind. Genial nally the setting moon, or sun for the aim ia affected In the same way appears gigantic, a monstrous circle of red fire, causing real alarm in the minds of Ignorant onlookers as well as more or less perplexity to those who Understand the general rationale of the phenomenon. There have ueen Instances in which such occurrences have led to false fire alarms, and others In which panicky feellnga of dread and superstition huve been spread through a community. In these abnor mal esses refraction may play a part which cannot be ascribed to It under ordi nary circumstances. Ordinary refraction, as air. ady said. does not increase the horizontal dlnmeter of objects near the horlson. But It is well known that portions of the atmosphere sometimes experience changes of refrac tive Index, due to unusual contrasts of temperature and barometrical pressure, whereby they are virtually transformed into enormous lenses or magnifying mir rors, which produce the most extrordi nary optical effects and illusions. I have decently described some of thest in writing of wonderful mirages. In such phenomena there is not only an sp parent displacement of objects which brings things into s'ght that would oth- eiwlse be concealed behind hills or below the eea-horlson, but oftsn, also, a mag nification, maktng really distant object loom as if they had suddenly been brought nearer t the obaerver. It la no wonder that before scientific investlgstlon had discovered the causes of these marvelous appearances they were everywhere the source of supersti tious beliefs In demoniac powors inhabit ing the air, the earth and the aky, and playing at their will with the forces and facts of nature. Even yet the explana tion of many of them la not clear, but enough is known to ssaure us that there la none which do not obey some discover able law of nature. THOUGHT SHE GOULD NOT LIVE Restored to Health by Lydia E. Pinkh&m't Vegetable Compound. Unlonyille, Mo,-"I suffered from female trouble and I got so weak that I could hardly walk across the floor with out holding on to something-. I bad nervous spells and my flngen would cramp and my face would draw, and I could not speak, nor sleep to do any good, had no appetite, and everyone thought I would not live. Soma ono advised me to take Lydia E. Finkham's Vegetable Compound. I had taken so much medicine and my doctor said he could do me no good so I told my husband he might get me a bottle and I would try it By the time I had taken It I felt better. I continued its use, and now I am well and strong. "I have always recommended yout medicine ever since I was so wonder fully benefitted by it and I hope tills letter will be the means of saving soma other poor woman from Buffering. " Mrs. Martha Seavey, Box 1144, Unionville, Missouri. The makers of Lydia E. Plnkham'i Vegetable Compound have thousands of such letters as that above they tell . the truth, else they could not have been obtained for love or money. This med icine is no stranger it has stood tho test for years. If there are any complications yo do not nnderstana write to Lydl t. rinkham Medicine Co. (confidential) Ljnn.Muss. lour letter will be opened, read and answered by a woman aa held la strict confidence frmours Do You Know That lar diameter. Yet, In spite of these two causes tend ing to diminish the apparent slse of the moon on the horlson, it. looka notably larger when in that position than when r.verhead. The most prohable explana tion Is that when we see an object on the htrison we Instinctively compare Its slxu with the length ef as much of the hott ron as the eye takes in at om e view. This length does not. on the average, exceed one-twelfth of the entire eir ie of the horlson or, say, thirty deuieea rf angular measure. The angular diai'i elei o! the moon is about half a de gree, so that It spsns one-sixtieth of the lort of the horlson clearly perceived by the eye. P.ut when the moon is overhead we no lonrer compare it with a length, bit theirs at night. ' Among the trophlea captured from Na poleon at the buttle of Waterloo were two living Kegles. Tho 8lberlsn railway is the longest in tho world. Its total length is 4,738 miles. "Curfew" conies fnm two Krench words, "couvre feu," which mean "oover fire." Icebergs sometimes last as long as 10 years before they melt. Caligula made the Itomana worship l.'j ' horne. ' i Men over 40 are piacilcally proof against j enteric fever. 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